tonight im just feeling like i have so much to say, yet have none to be put into words. i get this feeling that im shoved aside, pushed right up against the wall, yet i feel so carefree.

i wonder why.

lie back down as i massage you.

im reading a fucking A book. it's called "my daughter's boyfriend" by cydney rox. raunchy, sex driven book. its extremely fascinating, and i just can't put the book down.